belief..? believes?

i'm confused and this time really blur about life.

i'm not too sure why is it such a big things? and its published in the papers.. is it suppose to be some kind of reminder to everyone to start staying at home or a tourism strategy?

i was talking to one of my colleague cuz she just gave birth to her first child..


me : eh, bring your baby out for us to see la. since pictures tarak, show the actual 'product' la
colleague1 : cannot la. people say that she's not fully developed yet. scared got the outside virus and her body cannot tahan.
[ huh? and i tot virus and bacteria can go thru any tiny hole in the universe? ]
colleague 1 : anyway, now hungry ghost so better not to go out. later the ghost will disturb my baby.
me : err. okie (changing topic) my sister also giving birth soon.. next month! :D
colleague 1 : oh really.. so good la..!
colleague 2 : it (hungry ghost) only imply in err.. china, taiwan and.. malaysia.
me : O.o *blurred*
colleague1 : yea hor.. the chinese ghost only disturb chinese ghost. US ghost disturn US ppl only hor *giggle* but donno why the US ppl not so effected by it.
me : well, its more on what you choose to believe mar.
colleague 2 : its better to believe it in than not to believe in it at all.
colleague 1 : yea yea..
me : huh..?! well.. its really what you CHOOSE to believe. i choose to BELIEVE that the ghost will not disturb me and ..
colleague 1 : ahh.. that's because you're a Christian.. different!
me : har..!?! O.o *maximum blurrified*
colleague 2 : it is a very sensitive issue.. better dont talk about it liao..
[ conversation ended ]


i'm still stunned..!! i mean, why do they believe that the ghost will disturb them when they can choose believe that the ghost will NOT disturb them.

then it made me so want to ask them.. why do you believe what you believe..? do you believe just because everyone else is..? because thats what everyone said..?

*sigh*

[ speechless ]

well, i must then THANK GOD for giving me this realisation and to even build my believe stronger..
1st hand faith.. a personal faith.


[ something really cool to look and read.. http://www.art4soul.org/work/ghost/01.htm ]

blurred blurts random thots

deprived from entertainment.. need to go shopping and relax..
for some reason, i really want to just hang out in a mall.. or somewhere.. (with someone/people maybe? you figure.. muahaha!)
lousy fella been enjoying too much lately..
while me still stuck with work.. *sigh*
got presentation on something that incomplete..
need to work on my 'consultant' talk more.. hmm.. :D

i've now got wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeels.. yippie!!!!
know what is it..? *nyek nyek*

sometimes i wish i was in the media/entertainment line..
sometimes i wonder why i took up IT..
sometimes i wonder if i can integrate IT and media/entertainment together..
sometimes i wonder what would it be like working for event organising firms..hmm..
sometimes.. i've got to stop day dreaming..

saw this blog style in Jelly's blog... should i try it too..?? hmmmm.. maybe after august.
talking about style.. should i change my style as well..?
any suggestions..? ;o)

hmm.. thinking of piercing another earring...

thinking of the beach..
wanting to go to the beach..
anyone want to go to PD anytime soon..? *grinning!*

still waiting for my icecream....... :P

seriously coffeexicated!




.....

*fuh..* that felt better.. now back to work....
i've got a few ideas on things to post already.. just need to find the time.. hahahaha..

[ feel free to blurt out something here.. its fun! serious.. ;o) ]

football fever

and the world's talking about it.. seriously.

at nearly every place, regardless of the weird hours.. everyone will be staying up to watch the world cup. even if the match is at 3am and work starts at 9am.. (or even church service on sundays! ehhehe). and heard that some shops in germany are closed for the world cup fever.

seriously fever, man!

the main headlines is now the World Cup scores. mobile services giving out the world cup scores for each match. everyone's selling anything that has to do with the teams playing in the world cup. or even, some people talked abt it and get freebies for doing that!

well, not that i have anything against it. it just amazes me. world cup is way more happening than the olympics! and other sports that are happening around (like the French Open) are not so happening.. probably just me cuz i dont really follow the news. well, you dont see the world going frenzy when the Wimbledon is in action.. (hmm.. maybe when the russian chicks are playing.) other than that.. not as crazy as World Cup.. amazing.

i was taking a cab to the train station last weekend and yes.. i talked to the cab driver (again!). this time, he didnt teach me about marriage.. but rather, ended up talking about football. world cup in particular. talked about the brazilians, the french, the germans (they won! and i am getting FREE icecream for that! yay!! :D ). pretty interesting conversation. he talked about how people bet during such games. and especially how the whole had their confidence in brazil to win.. and when the brazilians lost.. fuh~! the devastation...

well, it was a short trip so, yea.. a short conversation too. we had a nice conversation.. though he was the one that did most of the conversation.

oh.. forgot to add.. the whole conversation was in.. cantonese. those who knows me well enough.. my cantonese is only those simple verbs.. well.. thank God for football having 'quite' a universal language - the teams name. hahahahaha..

now that my favourite team, brazil, is out.. who should i support? the germans..?? considering that i am going to get a FREE ice-cream for their win over argentina.. wowh..!

*grinning*

[ ps.. interesting site.. http://www.jesusandtheworldcup.com/ ;o) ]

break of day

break of day
Originally uploaded by faycheng.

on my way to work and this is what i saw in the morning..

Good Morning, Lord..!

over coffee: when God laughs - part 1

[ its not the first time someone has writen about this but its just something from me. ]

A father carries his child into his arms. He looks into his child eyes. And he smiles. Showing funny faces and funny sounds but she looks at her father in puzzlement. She can't help it but to start a giggle. She laughs. Then, both father and daughter starts laughing together.

Every parent loves to see their child smile. What more if the child gives the biggest smile and laugh. Instantly, parents would be smiling too. Well, I'm not a parent yet (one day, i pray!), but seeing a kid around with a big smile, i can imagine what a joy it would be.

It is the same with our Father, too. He constantly would want to see us in smiles and laughter. Imagine, when He first saw Adam walking around the garden of Eden and exploring everything around. Adam would have gone really near to the skunk. To his puzzlement, the animal has a white stripe on it with a rather bushy tail. He decided to go nearer and thought he could pat the little creature since the dogs and cats allowed. As he got closer, suddenly.. Adam ran as fast as he could from the skunk coughing. Thats when he realised that it stinks!

Or when Adam decided to take a dip in the river in the first morning he was in the garden. Since he enjoyed himself the day before, he walked slowly and probably still half asleep towards the river. As soon as his body got onto the water, he was wide awake and started jumping around because the water was feezing cold.

And imagine, when Adam was in deep asleep, and God decided to prepare a suprise for him. He took one of his rib bone and created the most beautiful creature with elegance. Created every single part and chose the best character because He knows best what Adam likes. Morning came and God showed Adam the 'suprise'. Adam speechless, smiling from ear to ear and couldnt keep his eyes away from whom God introduced as Eve.

Imagine how God would be laughing.

I believe that God is still looking down at us and well, still laughing at us too. As a Father looks at His child. With all the little funny gesture, actions that we do, brings amusement to Him. With our laughs and joys, I'm pretty sure that He is smiling with us too.

As a child to my parents, I would want to see them smiling at me too. And to laugh with me. For at least I know I'm not subject to any problems or grounding. We would talk over dinner or on the way to somewhere of funny incidents that happened. Well, most of the time, my dad or my mom would start teasing each other and occasionally, I would tease both of them. I remember once when my sister decided to lie on top of me (in a way squash me) just to wake me up in the morning. I would scream and pretend that my fats are squeezed out and that I was going to be paper thin. My mum would just say, 'Haiyoh!' and goes away laughing.. (not helping out of the situation! sigh). But to hear laughter in the morning or any time of the day, is always the best medicine.

But the hard part is, how do we maintain smiling at all time? In time when we are challenged, sad or just being-grumpy.
How do keep ourselves smiling and our Father smiling too?

[ to be continued.. ]

argh!

yes..
i'm in a midst of rushing for my documentation, i have alot of testing and documenting to do.. and all to be completed by today.. well, monday to be the latest.

i have couz tonight, church activities tomorrow and on sunday as well. is there enough time?

my fault.. i should have done it earlier but i didnt. sigh! talk about pulun-ing (malay slang for rushing)

..... brains not really focusing ..... ("-.-)


when this documentation is done.. i'm going to..
1. shop kau-kau
2. get new pairs of shoes
3. go for movies - still wanting to watch tokyo drift!
4. lepak somewhere kau-kau
5. have my long lost timeout session
6. scream my lungs out
7. sleep kau-kau
[yes.. i'm just motivating myself now..]

sigh...

still... i have to do whats infront of me now.. first...!
blurpoint: how do you guys handle stress?



coffee anyone..?? i think i'm going for my 2nd cuppa soon...

one of my many 'stress-and-donno-what-to-do' post.. no worries..i'm still.. blurry coffexicated.

blurred moments update

a short quick one..

had a few huge moves in a month - church, work, and life!
"No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it. - 1 Corinthians 10:13"

more to come? probably.. well, i like what my mom says about problems.. they're God filtered.
if God allowed his people to wonder in the wilderness for 40 yrs,
if God allowed Jonah to be swallowed by a big fish,
if God allowed the flood to come for 40 days,
if God allowed Job to go thru challenges,
if God allowed Jesus to be hung..
so.. what's your/my problem?

easy said than done.. well, who said life was easy? but life can be fun! *grin*

all that i do
"So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God. - 1 Corinthians 10:31"

imagine doing everything, i mean everything! eat or drink.. do it for the glory of God.. not just when we are with people or when we are in ministry.. but everything! *sigh* something i still need to remember cuz many times i may/have hurt others without realising.
but still, i guess it is also to see God in everything that happens is something we tend to forget..

erm.. to see God when we drink? ;o)

blurred snap
i should probably really consider taking another hobby seriously.. hahaha. i was taking some pictures during my company's function - using my colleague's expensive camera. hehe.. ada gaya. i have not taken so many pictures in one function before. and my hands actually hurt more than me playing 4 games of bowling! i learned..

• taking pictures without flash is nicer, but tend to be blurry in low lighting
• taking still objects is easier than people - cuz they move too much! *frust*
• taking candid shots are fun!

but then i also realised..
i'm not in the pictures at all.... *hmmmm..*

oh well.. thats my update.. as for now.. and now, i really need to catch up on my documentation which i am so so so behind schedule..

coffee, anyone?

coffeexified...

Mocha Frappuccino

Hyper and driven, you'll take your caffeine any way you can get it. Frappuccinos are good, but you'd probably chew coffee beans in a crunch!

What Flavor Frappuccino Are You?

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coffeexified, y'all..!!

;o)

i am ... years old

You Are 18 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

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louziness.... no wonder people think i'm still in college.. heck, someone actually thought i was still in highschool...

louziness..!!! *bleah..!* :P

cramp

i is trying to cramp all my thoughts in one post.
i is trying to update my blog.
i is attempting to blurrify me readers.

fun! hahaha

random musing 1
kids these days are seriously very smart. was just talking to a 9 year old kid about IT stuff - gigabytes, megabytes, mp3, file transfer. and this kid even knows what's a gynecologist! i didnt even know there were names for such doctors till i was in college (i think). they're too smart. sigh.. whatever happened to adults fooling them with craps and they believe it. *sigh*

random musing 2
was travelling back from church to home by cab and the friendly guy taught me a thing or two about marriage.

cabbie: girl, next time you want to find a husband, you must make sure you check his background. his family background. everything. then when you two want to buy a house or any property, make sure you insist to have your name together. at least your name is in the property also. then if anything happened, he cannot disturb you cuz your also own part of the property.

me: *??!?* err.. yea, check his background but if we're going to get married, should have faith that nothing will happen and if it does, should work it out, right?

cabbie: yes, but you donno what can happen. people say love is blind. you check the dictionary. i am saying that you must be prepared if something bad happen.

me: (wah.. which dictionary la?) yea, uncle.. but they also say 'love never fails' (putting biblical truth) and..

cabbie: haiyah, you donno wan. when ppl in love, everything is like a fairy-tale but when get married, thats when life actually begins.

me: yea, life as two ppl living together and....

cabbie: next time, i tell you, when you pregnant 8 or 9 months and your husband wants to go out, you also follow him cuz you donno, when he go out other girls will woo your husband cuz you're not there. when you go out with him, they will know that he got a pregnant wife. cannot disturb wan..

me: *speechless and stunned*

i was too tired, stunned and speechless to counter back. he continues to talk about how i should make sure i got enough money, education to support myself if my 'husband-to-be' leaves me. apa ni..!?
i wanted to say 'if you wanted to marry the person, you should believe that you are going to be together grey-headed and not when s/he is going to leave you' or at least talk about 1 cor 13.. but he didnt stop talking. *sigh*

how would you handle that kind of situation..?

random musing 3
following up a little on yasmin ahmad's mukhsin production and seriously, i cant wait for it to be done. well, it is still in the very early stage la. a movie about orked's (character from her previous show 'sepet' and 'gubra') first love.

yasmin ahmad's coming out with the tagline for the show and one of her tagline was really interesting.. 'does friendship end where love begins?'

i would say.. it is possible. depending on the individual-la. but so far, from the ppl that i know, it takes awhile to build the friendship again if love ended.. what do you think?

NO, I'M NOT GETTING EMO! :P it just my random musing la.. hahaha..

oh well, tell me what you think.. :D

over and done. something new

time passes
days come
events happens
memories kept
both sweet and sour
sweet to smile
when dark clouds overwhelms
sour to learn
when the storm is coming
but whatever it is
has happened and done
remember the events
forget the pain
and look up

the old are kept
maybe thrown
but will deeply cherish always
the new are displayed
maybe in use
but will forget it someday
pack the old in a box
have space for the new
to learn something new
but whatever it is
has given and received
remember the gifts
forget the price
and look up

all that has happened
it over and done
its unchangeable
so
look ahead
we're yet at the top
move on
expect better things
hang on
there's more to come
trust Him
He knows what He's doing
all for
His love for you

playing: can i go now (jennifer love hewitt), be myself again (eric benet)

animal planet

ever wonder whats the difference between a lamb and a sheep? and whats the significance these animals are mentioned? along together with goat and ram?
well, i guess not EVERY single things in the bible are to be interpreted literally but just wonder.. whats the difference..

i looked up the dictionary and here are some of the definition:
lamb - young of the sheep, innocent mild-mannered person; dear person; without resistance or protest
sheep - grass eating animal kept for its flesh as food - mutton - and its wool, (and interestingly.. the dictionary quotes this) separate good and bad person -> Matthew 25:33 (as to differ from sheep and goats)

so.. lamb is the young of the sheep (clear enough). blurpoint 1#: when Jesus said, '.. i know my sheep and my sheep know me (john 10:14)'.. what about the lamb? does it mean that only the sheep - ie, a matured christian - can hear and know Jesus? well, in a way it does makes some sense cuz (my thinking, my thoughts, my intepretation) only when you're older that you can discern and identify with a familar voice. for example, a babe may respond to anyone that calls their name while an older child can recognize better their parent's voice.

it is also mentioned in john 21:15-18, when Jesus resurrected and talked to peter. He said in order.. 'feed my lambs - v15', 'take care of my sheep - v16' and 'feed my sheep - v17'.
Jesus mentioned about the lamb first then the sheep twice.. so, to my understanding.. its, we should guide the young christians, take care and guide the matured christians well.. and only a matured christian can help other matured christian.. right? and we need to be matured christian - hebrew 5:12-14.

then another question: why is Jesus mentioned as the Lamb of God..? why lamb and not sheep? well, this is when i think the second definition of lamb is more appropriate. not that Jesus is young lad (heck, he is most matured compared to anyone of us!) but because of his 'innocent mild-mannered person; dear person; without resistance or protest' character that he carried even to calvary. hmm.. then no wonder lambs are usually used for sacrifice.

hmm.. then, what does this verse mean? Isaiah 5:16-17

But the LORD Almighty will be exalted by his justice,

and the holy God will show himself holy by his righteousness.
Then sheep will graze as in their own pasture;
lambs will feed among the ruins of the rich.

blurpoint: the sheep (meaning matured christians?) will have their own property and the lamb (meaning younger christians?) will have to settle for what the rich dont want?

ps: sometimes i tend to ask questions and answer it myself or cause others to be blur with me.. hahaha.. no doubt why i'm blurred most of the time.. hahaha ;o)

Dear God

Dear God Dad..

i prefer to call You 'Dad' instead. closer feeling and more personal. well, you are my Dad afterall and since i'm your child, i guess you would have known me inside out. but anyway, i just though i'll write you a letter to you.. been ages since i last wrote one anyway. i think it was.. first year in college? never gotten the chance to post it.. its still lying in my drawer (somewhere).

anyway, how are you Dad? hows things over there? are the angels singing and rejoicing more than last time or have they lost the chance to sing cuz the people here are all confused. there's so many things happening here that people are asking more questions about you, Dad. media's been showing some news and shows that attracts them than to the church. well, i've read some of the books and its really very interesting. are those creativity from you, too..? well, i guess you do have you ways to train us to be stronger, right? i just hope some dont drop-out from the training but to continue to persevere.

sometimes i guess holding on can be a tough thing to do and to last long. i know how it feels when i was hiking up raub last weekend. gosh, i so wanted to give and screamed cuz the path was so narrow and i keep slipping down and the journey seemed endless.. but with a push from the back and a pull from the front of me, they've definitely helped me through.. really. and when i reached the top with the rest of the team.. it was just that sense of.. achievement.. i guess thats why you said 'Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their work'. hmm.. so, that is why Jesus did called his disciples to go out in pairs to spread the news, too.. right, Dad? well, then.. i'm grateful for all the people that you have introduced in my life. somehow, one way or another, they've helped me with a push and a pull.. (hey guys, thanx for everything.. appreciate you guys tonnes!).. ;o)

Dad.. is it hard for you to make decisions? i mean..well, more like i wonder.. do you have to make decisions up there. i guess you have too, huh.. most obviously harder than mine. recently i've got to make some decisions that i dont know what to do. i dont know what choice to make. sometimes, i wish you would just zap me to somewhere.. hahaha.. well, then i would be like jonah.. i dont think i want to smell fishy. well, i'm trusting you with it, then.. help me, Dad.. i really need your help. thanx, Dad.. :D

the sunset is coming, Dad.. so it means, the day is almost over. it was great spending time with you.. well, writing to you, to be specific.. :) thank you for listening.

i love you, Dad..

your blurred kid,
- eshnah - ;o)

interesting facts 3# - comparison

an email from a friend..

IN PRISON - you spend the majority of your time in an 8X10 cell.
AT WORK - you spend most of your time in a 6X8 cubicle.

IN PRISON - you get three meals a day (free).
AT WORK - you only get a break for one meal and you have to pay for it yourself.

IN PRISON - you get time off for good behavior.
AT WORK - you get rewarded for good behavior with more WORK.

IN PRISON - a guard locks and unlocks the doors for you.
AT WORK - you must carry around a security card and unlock open all the doors yourself.

IN PRISON - you can watch TV and play games.
AT WORK - you get fired for watching TV and playing games.

IN PRISON - you get your own toilet.
AT WORK - you have to share.

IN PRISON - they allow your family and friends to visit.
AT WORK - you can not even speak to your family and friends.

IN PRISON - all expenses are paid by taxpayers with no work at all.
AT WORK - you get to pay all the expenses to go to work and then they deduct taxes from your salary to pay for the prisoners.

IN PRISON - you spend most of your life looking through the bars from the inside wanting to get out.
AT WORK - you spend most of your time wanting to get out and go inside bars.

Humm? Which Sounds Better?

i think i still prefer work.. at least i get paid to do work.. ;o)

blurred esh turns 1

just realised when i was looking for an old post and i just realised.. i started blogging last year may..! so, i blog is actually 1 year old as at 12 may! (as of tomorrow-la)

interesting how times flies now.. hahaa.. just when i keep thinking 'what to blog' or 'when on earth can i find time to blog'.. i've turned one! hmm.. not sure if thats a good thing or not, now..

but anyhow, i've had the joy of blogging.. people discovering me from my blog, people finding my blog, me telling things thats in my head but that i think its fun to crap about.. hahaha..it a joy ;o)

how am i celebrating my one year of blogging.. havent a clue yet (sadly).. any ideas?

blurred facts : #1

i is love to talk and people actually gets blur when i is talking.


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just thought i start something like this. just some random stuff about me that some may know or may not know about me.. no worries.. they're all good... well, to me la.. haha..

can i..

you know, when you're not suppose to do something and yet, all the more you want to do it.
or rather..
when you're sick and you're not suppose to eat some stuff and yet, all the more you crave to eat it.

i'm not sure if that happens to you but it happens to me all the time.. like now.
i was back to my little kampung for about a week and it was just great time relaxing and lazing around.. hey, i needed a break after the late night working for over a week.. haha.. well, was back home, watching extremely alot of tv, sleeping alot and eating alot too! had some food that i've been wanting to have for the longest time too.

then.. it ended. i'm now back at work and again, my calendar is filled with all the due dates i need to complete my work. and to add to it, my voice is slowly cracking off. its like, it finally wants to have its break, too! drinking loads of water now but at the same time, me is feeling like eating spicy food and chocolates.. yumms.. *grinning*

why do we do that? i mean.. why do we sometimes want something that we know its not good. *blurred*

during my 1 week break, i've been watching Miami Ink. a show about 5 friends that opened a tattoo shop (these days, reality tv can be almost about anything!). and while i was watching it, gosh.. i wish i could have a tattoo, too.. a small abstract type. more people these days are getting tattoo, too.

well, biblically, we are not allowed to tattoo our body.. and i can agree if its those type of tattoo that are shape of skulls or some other images. but what if someone has a tattoo of a cross? or what if those old military time, (assumption) that they had to tattoo their id to identify themselves, are they considered breaking the bible..?


i guess.. this page answered my questions.. *grin*

messed-up blurred thoughts

have too many things in mind and too many things to say but too little time to express and too lazy to type. i think i really need to have the discipline to post things up.. anywayz, i'll try to post whatever that i can remember that i wanted to post. haha..

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days and month seems to pass by so fast.. either that or its because i've given a load of due-dates for my work and i'm rushing for them. just recently i'm in the new project and next thing i knew was the due-date to deliver the project is in june.. i'm still involved in my previous project and i'll be bzier end of this month. and with all the other events coming up (with church, home, friends) makes me feel like the day is shorter each passing day.. eeks! was just talking to james and he said he felt this year is passing by really fast. hmm.. so, is the day spinning faster or just our mind getting slower? hahahaha! but ironically, a friend of mine who's in college and waiting to go to scotland told me, 'its only the begining of the month-la' .. *snap* so, does only working people feel time passes by faster? hahaha..

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well, with all the hecticness and craziness thats blowing my mind away.. the weather is also getting a lil bit crazy. it can be scorching hot in the afternoon and a sudden pour in the evening. just the other day, when i was at work.. i felt so 'productive'. i literally read the newspaper from cover to cover the whole day. not that i had no work to do but my notebook had virus and it took the whole day for my office IT doctor to remove it.. left work at 6pm sharp (since the server had virus too) and on the way back, it started to pour.. really heavy rain. i had cell group that night and there were alot that couldnt make it, so it was quite a bummer. rain continued to pour with lightning and thunder. it was really loud. but as i was heading back home, i saw something that just took my breath away..

a rainbow in the sunset light in the midst of the heavy rain.

its was beautiful. and suddenly, i was just reflected that God is really there in the storm and not only after the storm. He was there all the while..

'When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You, above the storm
Father, You are king over the flood I will be still and know You are God' ~ Still by Hillsong

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can anyone tell me the meaning to the song 'sometimes when we touch - dan hill'.. the first verse is like.. 'you asked me if i loved you, and i choked on my reply.. i rather hurt you honestly than mislead you with a lie..' but the following chorus and stuff.. says hows the writer wants to hold her till they die.. (or something like that). so is the song a happy-get-together song or a sad-breakup song? haha.. i've heard the song a couple of times recently and it just struck me.. what's the meaning to the song? anyone the understanding? hehe..

well, i guess i actually manage to post something.. amazing! hahaha.. will attempt to do this more often. anyone got any interesting topic for me to think about for me to post? ;o)

oh! by the way.. HAPPY EASTER..!! (but no holidays for me today.. *sigh*)

blurred moment updates

i guess it is good to be blur at times. it helps to create some interesting lame laughter, too. tho, i think i did too much recently.

just a brief update (altho i actually have another post but its still wip) on my wonderful blur moments.. since i havent posted anything for sometime, now..

friday
was suppose to have dinner with my hsemate, then a friend called me to meet up for a birthday celebration, then didnt work out, so called other friends to meet up.. again, didnt work out. i missed my chance to have homecook food with my hsemate.. darn. oh well, tried to shop for turquoise color clothes for a wedding i'll be attending. for some reason, everytime when i'm looking for a specific color, they dont seem to have it anywhere. well, its either too casual or too expensive. and just when i was looking for purple (for last month's wedding) last month, again i couldnt find any but when i was shopping last week.. tonnes of them! fruss.. therefore, i've decided to have bronze for my wedding colour! hahahahaha..!!!! (but a friend said that my guests will look like statues.. sigh)

saturday
watched 'V for Vendeta' show with jelly and kenny. and thats the first show that i've never seen the main actor's face! cuz the whole show was about this guy that became a guinea pig for some experiement in some prison and the prison blew up but he didnt die but his skin were so badly burnt, so he had to wear a mask.. or something like that. an interesting show altho, i still dont know who was the main actor. maybe there were many people acting that same role cuz its behind a mask, therefore no one can see who is actually the main actor. think about how much cost they save there and make up too! stunt men cuz just wear the mask and act too! hmm..

sunday
i broke a record.. my own record. of shopping for 9hrs in 2 malls only. haha.. 4 of us shopping our legs out. we were seriously very tired but yet, we shopped alot. well, we had a break at borders for coffee and just to relax. but it was walking again. we all manage to get all that we needed - yes, i manage to get my turquoise clothes too. but i think what was fun was just shopping the whole day. its pretty amazing how people can get the energy to shop the whole day and altho with the tiredness, they can still go from one shop to another to another.. should have a reality show to see, who can shop the most.. and remember all the shops.. ahhaha..

hmm.. i think the blurness (and lameness) is affecting me again. haha. well, just an update from me from my.. well, wonderful weekend. hehe ;o)
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'unnamed'

in almost any book, every character has a name especially if they were the main character. but there is one book that i know do not have names for some of the character, yet we know they have played a big role in that story. heard of stories like..

1. the boy with 5 loaves of bread and 3 fishes
2. the semaritan woman by the well
3. the servant girl that helped her master

some of the many stories in the bible that the main character do not have a name in the bible and yet, they are known and many lessons are learnt from these people. blurpoint 1#: why are their names not mentioned..? especially when they are pretty important in the bible? yet there are names of people that are unheard of.. especially in genealogy.

so.. are names important? hahahaha.. well, of cuz it is used to identify one person from another.. or we would be shouting to each other.. 'oi!' hehe. but even so, the name 'Jesus' was a said to be a common name at the time when Jesus was born. so.. here's a funny question.. if Jesus were to come back and we are all raptured and all.. and IF there is a new world.. and (hypothetical scenario) IF there will be a new bible.. would our names be there? or.. would we be known as.. 'the girl that..' or 'the man that..' hmm..

well, of cuz our names are written in the book of life.. which is more important that anything else.. but just think about the 'what ifs'.. (even if it hypothetical). how many of our names would be mentioned in the the (pretend) new bible? will there be, 'ah chong said to ah mei..' hmm... what do you think? hehe..

just some of my funny random musing on a friday.. again. ;o)