can i..

you know, when you're not suppose to do something and yet, all the more you want to do it.
or rather..
when you're sick and you're not suppose to eat some stuff and yet, all the more you crave to eat it.

i'm not sure if that happens to you but it happens to me all the time.. like now.
i was back to my little kampung for about a week and it was just great time relaxing and lazing around.. hey, i needed a break after the late night working for over a week.. haha.. well, was back home, watching extremely alot of tv, sleeping alot and eating alot too! had some food that i've been wanting to have for the longest time too.

then.. it ended. i'm now back at work and again, my calendar is filled with all the due dates i need to complete my work. and to add to it, my voice is slowly cracking off. its like, it finally wants to have its break, too! drinking loads of water now but at the same time, me is feeling like eating spicy food and chocolates.. yumms.. *grinning*

why do we do that? i mean.. why do we sometimes want something that we know its not good. *blurred*

during my 1 week break, i've been watching Miami Ink. a show about 5 friends that opened a tattoo shop (these days, reality tv can be almost about anything!). and while i was watching it, gosh.. i wish i could have a tattoo, too.. a small abstract type. more people these days are getting tattoo, too.

well, biblically, we are not allowed to tattoo our body.. and i can agree if its those type of tattoo that are shape of skulls or some other images. but what if someone has a tattoo of a cross? or what if those old military time, (assumption) that they had to tattoo their id to identify themselves, are they considered breaking the bible..?


i guess.. this page answered my questions.. *grin*