messed-up blurred thoughts

have too many things in mind and too many things to say but too little time to express and too lazy to type. i think i really need to have the discipline to post things up.. anywayz, i'll try to post whatever that i can remember that i wanted to post. haha..

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days and month seems to pass by so fast.. either that or its because i've given a load of due-dates for my work and i'm rushing for them. just recently i'm in the new project and next thing i knew was the due-date to deliver the project is in june.. i'm still involved in my previous project and i'll be bzier end of this month. and with all the other events coming up (with church, home, friends) makes me feel like the day is shorter each passing day.. eeks! was just talking to james and he said he felt this year is passing by really fast. hmm.. so, is the day spinning faster or just our mind getting slower? hahahaha! but ironically, a friend of mine who's in college and waiting to go to scotland told me, 'its only the begining of the month-la' .. *snap* so, does only working people feel time passes by faster? hahaha..

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well, with all the hecticness and craziness thats blowing my mind away.. the weather is also getting a lil bit crazy. it can be scorching hot in the afternoon and a sudden pour in the evening. just the other day, when i was at work.. i felt so 'productive'. i literally read the newspaper from cover to cover the whole day. not that i had no work to do but my notebook had virus and it took the whole day for my office IT doctor to remove it.. left work at 6pm sharp (since the server had virus too) and on the way back, it started to pour.. really heavy rain. i had cell group that night and there were alot that couldnt make it, so it was quite a bummer. rain continued to pour with lightning and thunder. it was really loud. but as i was heading back home, i saw something that just took my breath away..

a rainbow in the sunset light in the midst of the heavy rain.

its was beautiful. and suddenly, i was just reflected that God is really there in the storm and not only after the storm. He was there all the while..

'When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You, above the storm
Father, You are king over the flood I will be still and know You are God' ~ Still by Hillsong

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can anyone tell me the meaning to the song 'sometimes when we touch - dan hill'.. the first verse is like.. 'you asked me if i loved you, and i choked on my reply.. i rather hurt you honestly than mislead you with a lie..' but the following chorus and stuff.. says hows the writer wants to hold her till they die.. (or something like that). so is the song a happy-get-together song or a sad-breakup song? haha.. i've heard the song a couple of times recently and it just struck me.. what's the meaning to the song? anyone the understanding? hehe..

well, i guess i actually manage to post something.. amazing! hahaha.. will attempt to do this more often. anyone got any interesting topic for me to think about for me to post? ;o)

oh! by the way.. HAPPY EASTER..!! (but no holidays for me today.. *sigh*)