introduction

this is a blog about a girl that is constantly blur about her surroundings and trying to find some sense in everything.

well, life as it is can be simple and it can also be as complex as we decide it to be. most of the time as we perceive things, we make the simple things.. complex. take for example, for a typical person, when we loose a job or fail in a major exam. we usually see it as 'its the end of the world..', 'i'm doomed..'. then we'll start to worry about other stuff like, what will others think? what am i going to do? what is my parents going to say to me? what will.... that sorta things.

well, i'm just like that.

i guess its no doubt that we do worry about everything and anything under the sun since ages ago. King Solomon would probably agree with it, just read in the whole Ecclesiastes 1. i was browsing my colleague's book the other day (Dilbert and the Way of a Weasel, by Scott Adams), there was a statement that said something like, 'deep in us, there is a whining bank in us. And we have to use up all the whining in us before we die'. hmm, how interesting. but above all that we complaint about at the end of everyday, like what King Solomon said, it actually just.. meaningless.

well, i'm not all perfect and all wise up yet if not i wouldn't name this blog blurred. i'm still learning in all the events that takes place. i often wonder how is it that others can see things simple in the complexity of life. i hope that others can help me out, too!