its just keeps hunting me... but oh well, chaiyen has it all typed out so i'll give her the credit and acknowledgement for it.
but i'll go on a different note.
i cant keep up with the technology too. seriously its very tiring.
not that i have a guy that leaves me sms and i reply his email and have a blackberry to even receive anything.. BUT its just keeping in touch with my friends. that's all.
when i say keeping in touch with friends, i specifically mean the ones that i dont meet at least once a month or call at least once a month type. its those friends that you've lost contact since we left the 'nest' and now in the world moving along with our own lives separately.
and thank you *seriously* to techies that came out with friendster and facebook. i can now see all my friends and keep in touch with them again - altho i personally do not think i have left them much messages that would help initiate the 'regular-keeping-in-touch-friends-forever' thingy.
sorry.. my bad. i'm quite hopeless in it.. *grin*
but~! i do see their pictures once in awhile when they pop on my news feed on their updates.
and.. i hate seeing it.. (-_-)
simply because after seeing all their pictures of some long lost friends that suddenly found me, i'll have these thoughts:
1. since when did (s)he get married..!?
2. wow! (s)he looked so different since highschool..!
3. aiyoh.. got kids already..!? isnt (s)he younger than me..?
4. seriously, (s)he can really dress up now.. looking so good
5. aww.. travelling all over the world - what work are they doing..?
6. (s)he got a foreigner as a partner..?? how did that happen..?
7. eh.. that fella that looks familiar...
8. whoa, change name already..
9. *gasp* (s)he know him/her..!?
10. err.. who's that again? do i know you? we have that many common friends??
so yea.. i get the heart-attack-updates from my friends.
from friends changing their names to a more puzzling names to change of status to change of looks - makes me wonder if i have changed anything since i left highschool till now. maybe a lil on the weight part.
dont get me wrong. i am happy for my friends progressing in their lives and going to a different level. just makes me wonder if i have myself. whether i have actually progressed to a different level.. or whather i still looked the same since i left highschool till now.
thats when i figured that everyone else has moved so far yet i'm still at the same spot.
oh well.. at least i still look like 16 years old.. *grining!!* hehehe
song in head: 21st century kid - jamie cullum
