blurred about life"s simple complexities

Thursday, July 27, 2006

belief..? believes?

i'm confused and this time really blur about life.

i'm not too sure why is it such a big things? and its published in the papers.. is it suppose to be some kind of reminder to everyone to start staying at home or a tourism strategy?

i was talking to one of my colleague cuz she just gave birth to her first child..


me : eh, bring your baby out for us to see la. since pictures tarak, show the actual 'product' la
colleague1 : cannot la. people say that she's not fully developed yet. scared got the outside virus and her body cannot tahan.
[ huh? and i tot virus and bacteria can go thru any tiny hole in the universe? ]
colleague 1 : anyway, now hungry ghost so better not to go out. later the ghost will disturb my baby.
me : err. okie (changing topic) my sister also giving birth soon.. next month! :D
colleague 1 : oh really.. so good la..!
colleague 2 : it (hungry ghost) only imply in err.. china, taiwan and.. malaysia.
me : O.o *blurred*
colleague1 : yea hor.. the chinese ghost only disturb chinese ghost. US ghost disturn US ppl only hor *giggle* but donno why the US ppl not so effected by it.
me : well, its more on what you choose to believe mar.
colleague 2 : its better to believe it in than not to believe in it at all.
colleague 1 : yea yea..
me : huh..?! well.. its really what you CHOOSE to believe. i choose to BELIEVE that the ghost will not disturb me and ..
colleague 1 : ahh.. that's because you're a Christian.. different!
me : har..!?! O.o *maximum blurrified*
colleague 2 : it is a very sensitive issue.. better dont talk about it liao..
[ conversation ended ]


i'm still stunned..!! i mean, why do they believe that the ghost will disturb them when they can choose believe that the ghost will NOT disturb them.

then it made me so want to ask them.. why do you believe what you believe..? do you believe just because everyone else is..? because thats what everyone said..?

*sigh*

[ speechless ]

well, i must then THANK GOD for giving me this realisation and to even build my believe stronger..
1st hand faith.. a personal faith.


[ something really cool to look and read.. http://www.art4soul.org/work/ghost/01.htm ]

Friday, July 21, 2006

blurred blurts random thots

deprived from entertainment.. need to go shopping and relax..
for some reason, i really want to just hang out in a mall.. or somewhere.. (with someone/people maybe? you figure.. muahaha!)
lousy fella been enjoying too much lately..
while me still stuck with work.. *sigh*
got presentation on something that incomplete..
need to work on my 'consultant' talk more.. hmm.. :D

i've now got wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeels.. yippie!!!!
know what is it..? *nyek nyek*

sometimes i wish i was in the media/entertainment line..
sometimes i wonder why i took up IT..
sometimes i wonder if i can integrate IT and media/entertainment together..
sometimes i wonder what would it be like working for event organising firms..hmm..
sometimes.. i've got to stop day dreaming..

saw this blog style in Jelly's blog... should i try it too..?? hmmmm.. maybe after august.
talking about style.. should i change my style as well..?
any suggestions..? ;o)

hmm.. thinking of piercing another earring...

thinking of the beach..
wanting to go to the beach..
anyone want to go to PD anytime soon..? *grinning!*

still waiting for my icecream....... :P

seriously coffeexicated!




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*fuh..* that felt better.. now back to work....
i've got a few ideas on things to post already.. just need to find the time.. hahahaha..

[ feel free to blurt out something here.. its fun! serious.. ;o) ]

Monday, July 03, 2006

football fever

and the world's talking about it.. seriously.

at nearly every place, regardless of the weird hours.. everyone will be staying up to watch the world cup. even if the match is at 3am and work starts at 9am.. (or even church service on sundays! ehhehe). and heard that some shops in germany are closed for the world cup fever.

seriously fever, man!

the main headlines is now the World Cup scores. mobile services giving out the world cup scores for each match. everyone's selling anything that has to do with the teams playing in the world cup. or even, some people talked abt it and get freebies for doing that!

well, not that i have anything against it. it just amazes me. world cup is way more happening than the olympics! and other sports that are happening around (like the French Open) are not so happening.. probably just me cuz i dont really follow the news. well, you dont see the world going frenzy when the Wimbledon is in action.. (hmm.. maybe when the russian chicks are playing.) other than that.. not as crazy as World Cup.. amazing.

i was taking a cab to the train station last weekend and yes.. i talked to the cab driver (again!). this time, he didnt teach me about marriage.. but rather, ended up talking about football. world cup in particular. talked about the brazilians, the french, the germans (they won! and i am getting FREE icecream for that! yay!! :D ). pretty interesting conversation. he talked about how people bet during such games. and especially how the whole had their confidence in brazil to win.. and when the brazilians lost.. fuh~! the devastation...

well, it was a short trip so, yea.. a short conversation too. we had a nice conversation.. though he was the one that did most of the conversation.

oh.. forgot to add.. the whole conversation was in.. cantonese. those who knows me well enough.. my cantonese is only those simple verbs.. well.. thank God for football having 'quite' a universal language - the teams name. hahahahaha..

now that my favourite team, brazil, is out.. who should i support? the germans..?? considering that i am going to get a FREE ice-cream for their win over argentina.. wowh..!

*grinning*

[ ps.. interesting site.. http://www.jesusandtheworldcup.com/ ;o) ]

break of day


break of day
Originally uploaded by faycheng.
on my way to work and this is what i saw in the morning..

Good Morning, Lord..!

Saturday, July 01, 2006

over coffee: when God laughs - part 1

[ its not the first time someone has writen about this but its just something from me. ]

A father carries his child into his arms. He looks into his child eyes. And he smiles. Showing funny faces and funny sounds but she looks at her father in puzzlement. She can't help it but to start a giggle. She laughs. Then, both father and daughter starts laughing together.

Every parent loves to see their child smile. What more if the child gives the biggest smile and laugh. Instantly, parents would be smiling too. Well, I'm not a parent yet (one day, i pray!), but seeing a kid around with a big smile, i can imagine what a joy it would be.

It is the same with our Father, too. He constantly would want to see us in smiles and laughter. Imagine, when He first saw Adam walking around the garden of Eden and exploring everything around. Adam would have gone really near to the skunk. To his puzzlement, the animal has a white stripe on it with a rather bushy tail. He decided to go nearer and thought he could pat the little creature since the dogs and cats allowed. As he got closer, suddenly.. Adam ran as fast as he could from the skunk coughing. Thats when he realised that it stinks!

Or when Adam decided to take a dip in the river in the first morning he was in the garden. Since he enjoyed himself the day before, he walked slowly and probably still half asleep towards the river. As soon as his body got onto the water, he was wide awake and started jumping around because the water was feezing cold.

And imagine, when Adam was in deep asleep, and God decided to prepare a suprise for him. He took one of his rib bone and created the most beautiful creature with elegance. Created every single part and chose the best character because He knows best what Adam likes. Morning came and God showed Adam the 'suprise'. Adam speechless, smiling from ear to ear and couldnt keep his eyes away from whom God introduced as Eve.

Imagine how God would be laughing.

I believe that God is still looking down at us and well, still laughing at us too. As a Father looks at His child. With all the little funny gesture, actions that we do, brings amusement to Him. With our laughs and joys, I'm pretty sure that He is smiling with us too.

As a child to my parents, I would want to see them smiling at me too. And to laugh with me. For at least I know I'm not subject to any problems or grounding. We would talk over dinner or on the way to somewhere of funny incidents that happened. Well, most of the time, my dad or my mom would start teasing each other and occasionally, I would tease both of them. I remember once when my sister decided to lie on top of me (in a way squash me) just to wake me up in the morning. I would scream and pretend that my fats are squeezed out and that I was going to be paper thin. My mum would just say, 'Haiyoh!' and goes away laughing.. (not helping out of the situation! sigh). But to hear laughter in the morning or any time of the day, is always the best medicine.

But the hard part is, how do we maintain smiling at all time? In time when we are challenged, sad or just being-grumpy.
How do keep ourselves smiling and our Father smiling too?


[ to be continued.. ]