blurred about life"s simple complexities

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

amazing

i didnt realised its been one whole month that i havent updated my blog. and its almost coming to an end of march.

its not that i havent had anything happening to me.. more like too many things happened until no time to pay my bills..! and yes, i've had a lot of thoughts in my mind too that i wished i had time to let you all wonder with me.

anyway, as it is.. i'm now at...



took half day off cuz my car was cranking, screaming, yelling and whatever else that a car can possibly do. and what i like and dont like about servicing my car is that:

like: my mechanic does a good job and most of the time fixes the problem thats minor without charging me and give really good service too..
hates: reminder of my next service - need to change battery, engine moulting, tayars.. *ka-chiiiing!!* sigh..

other than that, let me put some thought together for a more proper update..

and here's a kiss from moi polka-dotted neice


for me of cuz.. you want, you ask from her yourself! =P

Sunday, February 01, 2009

malas-ing moments

no joke.. when i corbis a photo for the term 'lazing', i got this picture.. neat, huh?

anyway, yea.. i'm in my lazing moment - i'm on a 2 week holiday! i know.. you guys envy me.. but oh well.. *whatever*

hahaha..

well, it a fun time with my neices and my brother's family.. and of cuz, bringing my sis-in-law shopping - must show what kinda malls we have in msia that i can shop for 8 hrs.. *grin* also, my own excuse to do my own shopping too.

aside from that, my own malas-ing moments, i've been procrastinating to:
1. do research on cameras to buy - DSLR/Canon/Pentax/Pro/Entry..??
2. do my planning and personal budgetting for the year.. eh, with shopping a bit hard right?
3. do more reading - already behind alot of books i've been meaning to complete soon


oh well, i'm still in my malas-ing mood..

can anyone help on which camera to get? puhleezzz...... *blink blink blink*

Friday, January 02, 2009

my wish

HAPPY 2009 TO Y'ALL..!!

c'mon.. i'm sure if 2009 wouldnt be as bad.. think positive..
have a cuppa.. =)

ps.. thats the new dog in the family.. welcome Shepherd the Dobermann.. hehe

extinct snails


ever felt the feeling when you open you mailbox and you see a plain white envelope and it actually has a stamp and your name and address on it?

thats what i felt, when i went back home and opened a box of old mails. i've totally forgotten all about it until i decided to do some cleaning. and the feelings came back. along with a smile.

while reading thru the old mails, you could roughly guess what i wrote. and reading the replies, its.. highschool. asking typical highschool questions like - favourite sports, favourite bands, favourite singer, boyfriend/girlfriend, societies in school.. its really funny to read them back again. but its so.. highschool.

at least i think at my time. darn, suddenly it felt so long ago.. hehehe..

but i guess thru writting mails, i've learnt to communicate a lil with others outside my lil 'kampung' state. kinda allowed me to mix with other people that i prolly have no idea who and how that person actually looked like. oh, in my snail mails there's a constant request of asking for photographs. but we'd drag for the longest time before we actually sent out our photos.

then.. those mails started to get lesser and lesser..

because thats when internet became more common. first started as emails. then mIRC.. then ICQ.. which still exist till now with other fantastic web chat - msn, skype, gtalk, ym, etc. but there were community web pages that we'd try to keep in the loop like eCircles, Friendster and now.. Facebook.

slowly and obviously letter writting became extinct and even emails. hardly get any of those for the longest time cuz everyone would be posting short messages in facebook, friendster and if we could chat immediately with another person over msn and skype, why do we need to compose something?

i must admit, though, that i have lost contact with most of my pen-pals that i used to write to them. i do wonder what are they doing and how are they doing. who they are actually. after so much of writtings, everything just goes by, forgotten. i do have a couple of them still in contact but very briefly.

still, reading hand-written-posted-letters will always bring a smile.

song in head: photograph - nickleback

Monday, December 22, 2008

3

just realised my weekend is about 3..

suddenly its like sesame street.. today we will learn the number 3.. *music playing at the background*

3 inches of my hair is gone.. maybe 4.. or 3.5... but oh well, i just had a haircut..!! hehehe
i might just do something to my hair again just before Chinese New Year.. hmmm

3 great friends to join me shopping for freaking 10hrs yesterday.. plus my haircut time of cuz and lunch and dinner time.. still, it wasa great time - who ever said 3's a crowd..?

and i just got my 3 lovely shirts from Yvonne Foong. i got to meet her this morning she's so sweet! seriously. anyway, if you all can - help her out and get the shirts. they're really really cool. i love the heart shape design. you can read up more abt her shirts here.

and know what, its 3 more days to Christmas. which means its holiday time! yippie..! oh, and 3 cars from KL (my friends) will be going back to my little humble town. isnt it lovely.. =)

oh well.. i'm liking it already so far.

but also, i realised last weekend when i sent my car for a wash

i had a nail stuck to my BRAND new tyres.. that also because my previous tyres had 2 nails stuck to it. that makes 3 nails to my tyre in less than a week.

all i need next is a cross.

anyway..

thats all kids from sesame street. today we learned the number 3..

*grin*

Friday, December 12, 2008

colour me friday



how is it that anyone can NOT have a post-it on their table..?

shoooo ko-rour-full...
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Monday, December 01, 2008

tis the month

tis the time..
when somehow the days ends after then it should..

my current self dance-able song...



old school.. but reminds me of kenny roger's advertisement..

hahaha..


song in head: happy together - the turtles

Monday, November 17, 2008

shopping down memories


need to shop for..

1. a new pair of casual work shoes
2. non-ironable, casual work clothes
3. magazine
4. funky cap
5. capris
6. funky necklace
7. camera
8. mp3 player
9. radio
10. storage boxes


and i got myself.. a casual tank top.

so much for retail therapy.



does anyone knows what is a letter pad or am i still stuck in the old memory style of writing letters in matching envelopes? i was hunting it all over in a megamall yesterday and it is as though it never existed before.

housemate: of cuz la! everyone's on email and msn already. who would want to write letter somemore..

thats a point.. but i still love receiving mails. only mails i get are wedding invitations!


song in head: stay - lisa loeb

Friday, November 07, 2008

friday-ness again


well, how interesting can one friday be anyway? =)

anyway.. quote of the day from one of my friend..

"i had one good solid hour for breakfast this morning and i got to see the busy-ness in the life of other people"


song in head: forgive me - group 1 crew

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Friday, October 17, 2008

eeks!

sigh!!

another opportunity and i have to let it go..??

WHY..!?!!!!

and the remarks i've gotten..
dad: dowan la.. i want to see sharapova play only.
friends: wah! expensive la just to watch the oldies play
another friend: wah.. expensive! imagine going there without a camera..
and another friend: you free meh?

(-_-")

oh well.. to see john mcenroe quarrel with the umpire, with bjorn, with federer.. not too bad, right?

but then again, its on a weekday in bukit jalil.. and i have no idea how to get there. i guess, i'll just settle with ESPN.

so much for happy friday again.. sigh

Friday, October 10, 2008

boxed up


gosh.. give me a break.. its a FRIDAY..

how can it be a black friday..

=(

Monday, October 06, 2008

part of time



sis: Its sucks being old
me: hahaha.. isn't it part of life? i'm crossing over my quarter already.. sigh
sis: Haha! You got a lot of working years to go. That sucks too.
me: now THATS comforting..!!!



oh whatever...


song in head: one step at a time - jordin sparks

Monday, September 29, 2008

just friends




.

before it ends



tell me again why is it that i'm loving Malaysia's festive season..

oh yea.. the smooth traffic..

ahh.. divine... :)

fancy a cuppa anyone?

ps.. seriously.. this song is very.. erm.. danceable! hehehe

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

the list


want to share your list too..?
song in head: say - john mayer

my precious


well.. you want it too, wouldnt you.. hehehehe..
sigh.. *yawn*

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

my prayer


song in head: ku mohon - sheila majid

Thursday, August 21, 2008

a long overdue post


which was suppose to take place.. well, last year. sorry why, yarn? hahahaha

here's my 50+1 reason i *heart* malaysia

with conjunction with merdeka this month, i thought i should actually put it to action. so here it is..

feed me!
51. mamak - there's food 24 hrs
50. food are cheap - with some exceptions of the expensive restaurants
49. varieties - from indian to chinese to malay to mixed all 3 together
48. durians!! - durian bomb, durian tart, durian icecream, durian mooncake, durian itself!!
47. conventional - ever had your fantastic coconut drink in a plastic bag tied with raphia string at one corner and a straw, of cuz.

entertain me
46. our own fav - mia palencia, roger wang, reza salleh, sheila majid.. and it goes on and on, and they're really good! am proud of them.
there were also peeps like KRU, Nora, Innuendo.. still proud of them too
45. sepet - and gubra, and mukhsin.. and many more from yasmin ahmad that shows so much of the malaysia culture and authentiness
44. rainforest world music - something i'm yet to go but want to go. seems to be happening every year.. soon! i shall attempt to go for it!
43. our style - our own version of entertainment like this for this and this for this
42. performances - cultural performance every chance we can get to show it off

people
41. mixture - we've got all the culture under one roof and we can still talk to each other
40. language - a chinese can speak tamil, a tamil speaks mandarin.. why do you think most of the support centers are here?
39. slang - we have our own slang 'lah', 'wat', 'leh' and to east malaysians 'bah'
38. colourfulness - aside from our own majority - malays, chinese and indians, there's also so many other people around the globe
37. fooled - so nice to be able to fool others with asian looks and hide our age, our language ability, our skill.. ahh..

achievements
36. tallest twin tower - c'mon be proud about it!
35. sports - nicol david, lee chong wei, rashid sidek, foo kok keong, and my sista! well many more names of cuz
34. our own car brand - may not be the best but we have our own brand, our own car!
33. seeing it differently - we have world class peeps too like louis pang, kid chan, kenny sia
32. here! - we have managed to hold a few main events where leaders come together - Commenwealth, F1, OIC, NAM, etc..

culture
31. mixed - seen an indian in baju kurung, chinese in sari? come here la
30. celebration - we celebrate all the festivals together, seriously - its a holiday! we celebrate!
29. richness - go to Melacca and experience historical nyonya, east malaysia, kelantan, penang, etc..
28. fashion - seriously, the traditional has gone modern and yet, there is the essence of it
27. freedom - to worship our faith

shopping haven
26. 1Utama - one of those malls that has so so many shops in one place, and its still growing!
25. Sunway Pyramid - another megamall that even has an ice ring in the middle of the mall
24. Starhill, The Gardens - extremely highclass mall then when i go, i can only afford to go to the toilet.. and nice too!
23. RM5 per entry - to the highest class toilet in The Gardens. any sponsors?
22. Pekan Rabu - and like every morning market, night market, shopping is everywhere

da place
21. strategic - in between thailand (shopping haven) and singapore (update haven) and easy to travel to any other countries
20. homes - you still amazingly find wooden houses, urban to the most unexplainable expensive houses
19. beach - c'mon, almost every state is near to a beach! how convenient
18. montains - mount K, y'all.. and i'm planning to climb one of the tallest in SEA
17. still - dont feel the earth move, dont see any spinning winds or vulcanic mountains

my 2nd home - KL
16. city - that never sleeps, and so does the jam on the road
15. food - williams mamak! chilli pan mee!
14. driving - a good driving practice for anyone
13. contradictory - kg baru in the middle of the heart of the city. but if you want to see a malay lifestyle, its beautiful
12. potential - so much potential in the people here and the place.. simply amazing

my home - Alor Star
11. cheap cheap - food are extremely cheap. imagine a bowl of noodles for only RM1.50!
10. lingo - we have our own lingo like 'hang' means you, 'kupang' means syilings, 'depa' means them, 'panaih' means hot
9. paddy - kedah aka rice bowl of malaysia cuz there's paddy field almost everywhere and sunset there is .. ahhhh.....
8. parking - a guy walks up to you, with a piece of paper and each hour cost 30 cents..
7. lorong titi siam - if you say it fast enough and understand it in hokkien, you'll know how the name came about.

somethings dont change
6. da squat toilet - always get a glee from my cousins from aussie
5. old newspaper - siren screaming 'suratkhabar lama.. old newspaper.. old magazine.. old batteries'
4. pasar malam - 'night market', altho not much a fan of it but i realised its unique
3. travel - we still have cabs with no meters, trishaws, bicycles
2. wrapped up - some food are still wrapped up in newspapers like putumayam.. nice!!

of cuz..
1. my home.


happy merdeka peeps.

greater things are yet to come,
greater things are still to be done in this city!
- God Of This City, Chris Tomlin

Thursday, August 07, 2008

sorry..

i might be away for awhile.. sorry...

dont worry.

i'm still fine :)