blurred about life"s simple complexities

Sunday, July 19, 2009

finally...



i've decided to end it... :)

Monday, May 11, 2009

tech talk


its just keeps hunting me... but oh well, chaiyen has it all typed out so i'll give her the credit and acknowledgement for it.

but i'll go on a different note.

i cant keep up with the technology too. seriously its very tiring.

not that i have a guy that leaves me sms and i reply his email and have a blackberry to even receive anything.. BUT its just keeping in touch with my friends. that's all.

when i say keeping in touch with friends, i specifically mean the ones that i dont meet at least once a month or call at least once a month type. its those friends that you've lost contact since we left the 'nest' and now in the world moving along with our own lives separately.

and thank you *seriously* to techies that came out with friendster and facebook. i can now see all my friends and keep in touch with them again - altho i personally do not think i have left them much messages that would help initiate the 'regular-keeping-in-touch-friends-forever' thingy.

sorry.. my bad. i'm quite hopeless in it.. *grin*

but~! i do see their pictures once in awhile when they pop on my news feed on their updates.

and.. i hate seeing it.. (-_-)

simply because after seeing all their pictures of some long lost friends that suddenly found me, i'll have these thoughts:

1. since when did (s)he get married..!?
2. wow! (s)he looked so different since highschool..!
3. aiyoh.. got kids already..!? isnt (s)he younger than me..?
4. seriously, (s)he can really dress up now.. looking so good
5. aww.. travelling all over the world - what work are they doing..?
6. (s)he got a foreigner as a partner..?? how did that happen..?
7. eh.. that fella that looks familiar...
8. whoa, change name already..
9. *gasp* (s)he know him/her..!?
10. err.. who's that again? do i know you? we have that many common friends??

so yea.. i get the heart-attack-updates from my friends.

from friends changing their names to a more puzzling names to change of status to change of looks - makes me wonder if i have changed anything since i left highschool till now. maybe a lil on the weight part.

dont get me wrong. i am happy for my friends progressing in their lives and going to a different level. just makes me wonder if i have myself. whether i have actually progressed to a different level.. or whather i still looked the same since i left highschool till now.

thats when i figured that everyone else has moved so far yet i'm still at the same spot.

oh well.. at least i still look like 16 years old.. *grining!!* hehehe


song in head: 21st century kid - jamie cullum

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

amazing

i didnt realised its been one whole month that i havent updated my blog. and its almost coming to an end of march.

its not that i havent had anything happening to me.. more like too many things happened until no time to pay my bills..! and yes, i've had a lot of thoughts in my mind too that i wished i had time to let you all wonder with me.

anyway, as it is.. i'm now at...



took half day off cuz my car was cranking, screaming, yelling and whatever else that a car can possibly do. and what i like and dont like about servicing my car is that:

like: my mechanic does a good job and most of the time fixes the problem thats minor without charging me and give really good service too..
hates: reminder of my next service - need to change battery, engine moulting, tayars.. *ka-chiiiing!!* sigh..

other than that, let me put some thought together for a more proper update..

and here's a kiss from moi polka-dotted neice


for me of cuz.. you want, you ask from her yourself! =P

Sunday, February 01, 2009

malas-ing moments

no joke.. when i corbis a photo for the term 'lazing', i got this picture.. neat, huh?

anyway, yea.. i'm in my lazing moment - i'm on a 2 week holiday! i know.. you guys envy me.. but oh well.. *whatever*

hahaha..

well, it a fun time with my neices and my brother's family.. and of cuz, bringing my sis-in-law shopping - must show what kinda malls we have in msia that i can shop for 8 hrs.. *grin* also, my own excuse to do my own shopping too.

aside from that, my own malas-ing moments, i've been procrastinating to:
1. do research on cameras to buy - DSLR/Canon/Pentax/Pro/Entry..??
2. do my planning and personal budgetting for the year.. eh, with shopping a bit hard right?
3. do more reading - already behind alot of books i've been meaning to complete soon


oh well, i'm still in my malas-ing mood..

can anyone help on which camera to get? puhleezzz...... *blink blink blink*

Friday, January 02, 2009

my wish

HAPPY 2009 TO Y'ALL..!!

c'mon.. i'm sure if 2009 wouldnt be as bad.. think positive..
have a cuppa.. =)

ps.. thats the new dog in the family.. welcome Shepherd the Dobermann.. hehe

extinct snails


ever felt the feeling when you open you mailbox and you see a plain white envelope and it actually has a stamp and your name and address on it?

thats what i felt, when i went back home and opened a box of old mails. i've totally forgotten all about it until i decided to do some cleaning. and the feelings came back. along with a smile.

while reading thru the old mails, you could roughly guess what i wrote. and reading the replies, its.. highschool. asking typical highschool questions like - favourite sports, favourite bands, favourite singer, boyfriend/girlfriend, societies in school.. its really funny to read them back again. but its so.. highschool.

at least i think at my time. darn, suddenly it felt so long ago.. hehehe..

but i guess thru writting mails, i've learnt to communicate a lil with others outside my lil 'kampung' state. kinda allowed me to mix with other people that i prolly have no idea who and how that person actually looked like. oh, in my snail mails there's a constant request of asking for photographs. but we'd drag for the longest time before we actually sent out our photos.

then.. those mails started to get lesser and lesser..

because thats when internet became more common. first started as emails. then mIRC.. then ICQ.. which still exist till now with other fantastic web chat - msn, skype, gtalk, ym, etc. but there were community web pages that we'd try to keep in the loop like eCircles, Friendster and now.. Facebook.

slowly and obviously letter writting became extinct and even emails. hardly get any of those for the longest time cuz everyone would be posting short messages in facebook, friendster and if we could chat immediately with another person over msn and skype, why do we need to compose something?

i must admit, though, that i have lost contact with most of my pen-pals that i used to write to them. i do wonder what are they doing and how are they doing. who they are actually. after so much of writtings, everything just goes by, forgotten. i do have a couple of them still in contact but very briefly.

still, reading hand-written-posted-letters will always bring a smile.

song in head: photograph - nickleback

Monday, December 22, 2008

3

just realised my weekend is about 3..

suddenly its like sesame street.. today we will learn the number 3.. *music playing at the background*

3 inches of my hair is gone.. maybe 4.. or 3.5... but oh well, i just had a haircut..!! hehehe
i might just do something to my hair again just before Chinese New Year.. hmmm

3 great friends to join me shopping for freaking 10hrs yesterday.. plus my haircut time of cuz and lunch and dinner time.. still, it wasa great time - who ever said 3's a crowd..?

and i just got my 3 lovely shirts from Yvonne Foong. i got to meet her this morning she's so sweet! seriously. anyway, if you all can - help her out and get the shirts. they're really really cool. i love the heart shape design. you can read up more abt her shirts here.

and know what, its 3 more days to Christmas. which means its holiday time! yippie..! oh, and 3 cars from KL (my friends) will be going back to my little humble town. isnt it lovely.. =)

oh well.. i'm liking it already so far.

but also, i realised last weekend when i sent my car for a wash

i had a nail stuck to my BRAND new tyres.. that also because my previous tyres had 2 nails stuck to it. that makes 3 nails to my tyre in less than a week.

all i need next is a cross.

anyway..

thats all kids from sesame street. today we learned the number 3..

*grin*

Friday, December 12, 2008

colour me friday



how is it that anyone can NOT have a post-it on their table..?

shoooo ko-rour-full...
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Monday, December 01, 2008

tis the month

tis the time..
when somehow the days ends after then it should..

my current self dance-able song...



old school.. but reminds me of kenny roger's advertisement..

hahaha..


song in head: happy together - the turtles

Monday, November 17, 2008

shopping down memories


need to shop for..

1. a new pair of casual work shoes
2. non-ironable, casual work clothes
3. magazine
4. funky cap
5. capris
6. funky necklace
7. camera
8. mp3 player
9. radio
10. storage boxes


and i got myself.. a casual tank top.

so much for retail therapy.



does anyone knows what is a letter pad or am i still stuck in the old memory style of writing letters in matching envelopes? i was hunting it all over in a megamall yesterday and it is as though it never existed before.

housemate: of cuz la! everyone's on email and msn already. who would want to write letter somemore..

thats a point.. but i still love receiving mails. only mails i get are wedding invitations!


song in head: stay - lisa loeb

Friday, November 07, 2008

friday-ness again


well, how interesting can one friday be anyway? =)

anyway.. quote of the day from one of my friend..

"i had one good solid hour for breakfast this morning and i got to see the busy-ness in the life of other people"


song in head: forgive me - group 1 crew

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Friday, October 17, 2008

eeks!

sigh!!

another opportunity and i have to let it go..??

WHY..!?!!!!

and the remarks i've gotten..
dad: dowan la.. i want to see sharapova play only.
friends: wah! expensive la just to watch the oldies play
another friend: wah.. expensive! imagine going there without a camera..
and another friend: you free meh?

(-_-")

oh well.. to see john mcenroe quarrel with the umpire, with bjorn, with federer.. not too bad, right?

but then again, its on a weekday in bukit jalil.. and i have no idea how to get there. i guess, i'll just settle with ESPN.

so much for happy friday again.. sigh

Friday, October 10, 2008

boxed up


gosh.. give me a break.. its a FRIDAY..

how can it be a black friday..

=(

Monday, October 06, 2008

part of time



sis: Its sucks being old
me: hahaha.. isn't it part of life? i'm crossing over my quarter already.. sigh
sis: Haha! You got a lot of working years to go. That sucks too.
me: now THATS comforting..!!!



oh whatever...


song in head: one step at a time - jordin sparks

Monday, September 29, 2008

just friends




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before it ends



tell me again why is it that i'm loving Malaysia's festive season..

oh yea.. the smooth traffic..

ahh.. divine... :)

fancy a cuppa anyone?

ps.. seriously.. this song is very.. erm.. danceable! hehehe

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

the list


want to share your list too..?
song in head: say - john mayer

my precious


well.. you want it too, wouldnt you.. hehehehe..
sigh.. *yawn*

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

my prayer


song in head: ku mohon - sheila majid