tv deprived?

[ can someone please enlighten me: why do ppl press down at the lift/elevator when they actually want to go up..? ]

i may be out-dated or just not following the trend thats happening these days in the media. i shall, anyhow, declare it: i have not watched tv drama series for years!

literally 'years' since i moved to kl [ wait, the last series i remember watching was betty la fame - some foreign series ]. anywayz, since i moved out from home and stayed on my own, 'home' has no tv - unless you have your own in your own room. its not like one tv shared by everyone anymore. my parents can testify that i used to glue myself to the tv - to the extend where my grounding was no tv for a week. but now that i'm on my own, i have not watched alot of tv shows.

and with the current tv companies showing all the tv series - english, korean, hong kong - i have missed out even more. aside from the fact that by the time i reach home is around 8++pm [ considered early ], i dont really have much time to watch anything. [ movies in cinema is a different story ] so, when everyone around me is talking about one tree hill, 24, smallville, lost, etc etc.. i'm clueless. when everyone's talking about some character falling in love with another person, some character just killed someone.. i'm blurred. when everyone's talking about the next series thats coming and their prediction.. i'm lost.

its not that i have anything against tv series or that i'm that pathetic to be 'out-of-the-tv-world' but it just came to my realisation that, i have not watched tv series for a very long time. when i'm back to my own home, as usual, i'm glued to the tv. [ eh, need to 'pay back' the months i have not watched tv ] but when i try to watch the famous-talk-about tv series.. i'll switch to axn or travel & living after less than 10 mins.

of cuz shows like [ last time ] 90210, class of 98, ally mcbeal got me 'religiously' folllowing them and always got me day dreaming to think - what would it be like if that were to really happen to me? will a guy talk to me like how it is said in the tv? would i react the same way like in the tv when a guy approaches me? sigh.. it is very dramatic, to think about it.

since i dont have a tv series for me to follow, i guess i'll just follow my life's drama series. [ nope, jelly, no murder or split personality involved.. just coffee ] but think about it, what if my life [ or your's ] one day turn out to be a drama tv series.. how would it be like? what kind of character am i potraying?

oh well.. stay tune for the next episode of 'blurred about life's simple complexity' ;o)

ps.. having said all that, i do wish to get a plasma/lcd tv when i have my own place, of cuz.. hehe

song in head : searching my soul - vonda shepard [ theme from ally mcbeal ]

blurred christmas ramblings

there's a point in time when sometimes its good to just trash out everything at one shot. just for the fun of it.. well, okie.. just another excuse to update my blog when i'm not sure what to update.

christmas is around the corner and i'll be spending this yuletide season in KL..! [ oh, yippie..? ] not too sure if its a good thing or not, but after talking to my mum.. i realised, i dont want to spend my christmas in a 6 freaking hour bus ride! now, thats sad. well, of cuz i'll miss my family but then, i've got a 'family' here too that has taken care of me.. so, here's to this year christmas in KL..! whats my plan..? i havent gotten a clue yet.. hmm, i've got some voucher thats going to expire soon.... [ *dum dee dum dumm...* ]

christmas shopping can be fun :D that is of cuz if i'm loaded *sigh* this time for the first time i actually did my christmas shopping for a few days and i still havent gotten anything much. i'm lost for ideas. but i saw some pretty cool clothes and hats for myself, though.. hehehe

[ gotta focus on getting present for ppl, not for self.. focus, girl.. focus.. ]

[ okie.. i tried! ]

i bought for myself a book. my christmas present.. haha. Go Girl! by Mardee LeDai. sounds like a feminist-anti-guys kinda book? well, rest assured.. its about girls travelling - whether alone or with a partner, missions, business trip, holiday or just a trip down town. seeing God in all the trips that we go and just being a pilgrim on a pilgrimage. the book is a bit more focus for girls cuz girls are more adventures! yeah! hahaa.. okie la.. also cuz girls tend to think a lil too much when just planning a getaway. Go Girl! encourages girls to just live out for travelling dream, pack your bag and GO!

"So issue an invitation to yourself. Challenge the everydayness of the familiar. Take a trip. Go somewhere. Go anywhere. Go where nothing matters but the adventure itself." [ more ]

now.. where should i start my first travel.. i'm still thinking about places like bali, vietnam, nepal.. maybe terengganu, kelantan, labuan.. or maybe i'll just start off in the offskirts of kl.. any one interested? :D
[ and i'm at chap 4.. progress! i just got it abt 1 week ago.. haha ]

on the off note.. i learned.. that Scotts tissues is rough and bad for the nose.. Kleenex is nicer, softer.. better for runny nose and sneezes.. i guess now i can be singing rudolph the red nose reindeer if mine turn's red.. talk abt getting christmas present for myself!

how's your christmas mood coming along? share!

song in head : colors of love - boyz II men

its time

let it fill the air

and the hearts of every men

that its the time of the year

where christmas is to be celebrated

[ song in head : my grown up christmas list - clay aiken ]

jump! jump!

feeling light.. feeling like jumping.. feeling happy..!

reason..? nothing
not that i've got nothing to worry
not that i've got all my trouble gone
do i need a reason to be happy..?

=)

[ be coffeexified ]

song in head : on the street where you live - ost from my fair lady